msn working + appology
Yay! My messenger finnally works again! wohoo!
and I have gotten a new hard drive so I have much more space on my comp! Its great! But......not everything is fine and dandy...and Im not talking about my own life this time! Im talking about what happened here in my own journal a few days ago...So many angry and negative comments because I wanted to rant alittle in my own journal...
Maybe it is so that I have been complaining a bit to much about my own life, even I think I had been ranting a little too much (I were planing to make a thank you picture for all my fans for withstanding my whining and being so loyal, I guess that wont be happening any time soon now though), and maybe I have some growing up to do, but I never meant to be some kind of DA diva or something like that!
My life is just so hard at time that I have to blow of some steam at times and for some reason I just choose to wright it down in my DA journal, but I know it isnt a valid excuse for ranting so much...After all everyone probably have equally hard lives in one or another way...
But it was very painfull to see so many loosing respect for me and judging me by the journal entries in which I had been speaking about how bad my life were, this also angered some of my friends, one of my friends even suggested that I should contact a mod so he or she could delete the posts and maybe suspend or ban those who said all those stuff...But I told her that I just couldn't do it...It felt wrong, and it is wrong...Im raised in a country where we are free to say, wright and feel whatever we want and the internet it is the same, to delete what someone has said because it states what somebody feels or think is wrong. Besides that, if I got you banned or suspended you would probably hate and dislike me even more, to be hated even more than what I already am and to bring hate to someones heart is something I cant stand...
Im not asking for you to continue to be a fan, Im not asking you to adore me, Im not asking you to be loyal, Im not asking you to respect me (even thought a little respect wouldnt be too bad...), all Im asking of you is to somehow in your heart forgive me...but its fine if you cant, Im just sad over that you dont have a forgiving heart in that case...
Im not a god, Im not a super powerfull being, Im not a leader, Im just a human...a human with flaws and a sensitive heart who makes mistakes...I cant promise that this will never happen again, I can only promise to try to keep it from happening, nothing less and nothing more, Im far from perfect...You have no idea of how much I want to be a person who can take everything and not be bothered by it and just keep helping those who needs it...I want to be strong, I want to be the one you can look up to and rely on no matter what...
but Im not worthy to be a leader or an idol, sorry you all who still thinks highly of me... Ill try to be as good idol I can be for you but keep in mind that Im no better than anyone else...
once again, Im so sorry for all of this!!!
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Devious Comments
ANYWAYS. I realized, that hey, maybe I was harsh the other day, but, I'm not going to apologize for what I said. I meant it. It was my opinion, and if it offended somebody, thats not really my fault. And I suppose I understand a bit of where you were coming from. Yesterday, I felt I was about to have a nervous breakdown, grades, parents, sibalings, teachers, all that. Though, I suppose the real reason I attacked you was because, the day you posted that journal was September 11th, which for me, and alot of people, is a very emotional time. Seeing you complain about, well, pretty trivial things, ticked me off..a -bit-.
But, in all honesty, you shouldn't really apologize for anything you said. Its never good to keep anything in, and I suppose people handle different situations differently *shrug*. However, I do think you need to realize that, not everybody is going to give you positive feedback, and, some people just need to accept that.
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To the people we'll never meet again there We'll open a window.
Thinking about it far, far back. The future was shining everywhere.
And beneath a beautiful blue sky We were sleeping forever.
rought translated part from ' Passion ' by Hikki
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"I bet if I hit you hard enough you'd shut up."
"Hey, can you tell me whether or not this smells of chloroform?"
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"Ingnorance is bliss."-Anon
"Yes, yes, and it's also stupid."-Me
"And so are you."-My friend
"Hapiness is achieved while chasing it." Kino Makoto
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"I feel sooo much better..."
Keisha
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"Ingnorance is bliss."-Anon
"Yes, yes, and it's also stupid."-Me
"And so are you."-My friend
"Hapiness is achieved while chasing it." Kino Makoto
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Pursue your true self, reach out to the truth and don't be afraid to live. The end isn't attained from death, but rather from surrendering to hardship.
Hmm.. I suppose everything that day was just a 'wrong place at the wrong time' sort of thing. It was a very difficult day for everyone on whatever way. I decided not to get involved because it wasn't something I'd like to be part of (the rants and such).
So.. it's good that you feel like you need to apologize. Because that's a very brave thing to do. I'm glad to hear that your msn is working again! (:
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